update

 okay, it's me again :-)

i got over it, the negativity and anxiety.  a good rest never fails.  my mind cleared up and i managed to calm myself down.  

as for the theme, well, to hell with it, i am a homo sapien, and we adapt!  it wasn't that bad, i just had a hard time dealing with sudden changes.  pfft, reminds me of a time when i thought that i actually had strong adaptability, look at me just now, all freaked out and panicked just because of a stupid layout.

though i still miss the old theme with a much accurate width, this works too, i guess.  i won't die.  and jee, thanks Wordpress, for not replying me during my desperate times ;')

a headache actually made it's way to me because i was too, i don't know how to describe what i felt, erm, anxiousness?  and grumpiness and crankiness, yeah, you name it, i had it.

despite everything, I'm all good now, better start with real work such as catching up with maths homework.

tata for now!